I haven´t blogged in a long time now, sorry.
So now when I'm back, let's play some music, add some pictures, write a text, tell what happens, inform, talk about life, talk like we're some famous philosophers, cry, smile, laugh, let´s be happy and live life!
The reason I haven´t blogged is because I haven´t felt like doing it.
But now I do!
Lots of things happened and I've been thinking a lot and now I'm ready to write it down and share it with my blog and the few people who read it.
Where should I start?
I have to start from the beginning?
Then I have to start with the saddest.
In March, I created a user on a punk forum thing.
I used to speak with a punk named James.
On November 5, 2010 James brother told me that James was dead.
James committed suicide just 17 years old.
R.I.P James, we miss you.
I was obviously very sad the first days.
Had an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach for many days.
But then I began to understand, think more "philosophical" or "positive" or something like that.
I pulled myself together and thought differently.
I made a note on my cell phone: Learn form the way you miss somebody.
What the note is trying to tell is: Have you lost someone and you miss him / her, don´t make the same mistake. Instead, try to correct the mistakes.
When I began to think so, I was more happy and relaxed and was able to concentrate more. Things got easier.
I haven´t felt better for very long.
Of course i still get sad, but it´s easier to get happy again.
And i still miss him and i almost cry when i think about what happend, but i can´t do anything about that.
It's crazy to think how bad some people have it, they got too many problems and the only option they see is suicide.
Not everyone has someone to talk to.
Not everyone has someone to rely on.
Not everyone has a family.
Not everyone has friends.
Not everyone has someone who can look after them.
Im happy i have all this.
I draw a lot lately and I play lots of bass guitar and I sing a lot!
And I've started a new band, so next Friday we are going to have our first band practice!
We'll talk about the bands name and what we are going to play and yeah!
I'm so glad that I'm going to start playing in a band again!
I really like to play with other people.
So as you see it goes well with the music and the arts.
All photographs are drawn / taken by me.
There is lots of snow outside and it's really cold.
It is less than 1 month to Christmas and I'm really excited!
it is not long for New Year's Eve either!
I already know that I'm going to cry and I know what I'm going to think, I've met lots of nice people and I have done much this year.
I feel I've grown a lot this year, I grew inside my head and I know more now.
Some pictures of Me (the girl in grey) Joakim (the boy) Julie (the girl on the last picture)
Cheteau (my cat) Joakim´s eye and heaven or something..
Songs:
Enya Safin.
I already know that I'm going to cry and I know what I'm going to think, I've met lots of nice people and I have done much this year.
I feel I've grown a lot this year, I grew inside my head and I know more now.
Some pictures of Me (the girl in grey) Joakim (the boy) Julie (the girl on the last picture)
Cheteau (my cat) Joakim´s eye and heaven or something..
Songs:
Enya Safin.
